I want to die.

I wish I could just die, or someone would kill me.

I know if I tried to commit suicide, somthing would just go wrong and I'd end up in the hospital, misrable and alive.

Today my heart feels like breaking D:

And I have no clue why.

I'm goin' mental D:

there is this one person that when ever they talk to me, I just want to punch them in the face.  I normally like this person too...

Maybe its because they've been ignoring me very badly.  They talk to me sometimes, but don't seem to really want me around.  I wish they would either just talk to me and ENJOY my company, or not talk to me at all

It pisses me off.

They don't understand.

They tell me I would have been dead before I graduated, but I want to be dead.

I've given up.  I'm not going to pretend anymore, they want to know how I feel..I'll fucking tell them how I feel.  I WANT TO BE DEAD.

I no longer care about anything but losing weight again.